Crying over boys that don’t fucking matter is something that I need to stop doing. Jesus kali when did you start needing other people around you to be happy? I used to be so content with being alone and I want to go back to that. I’m taking a break from people for a while I think, going into some sort of hibernation mode. I don’t think I’ll even let myself see lily. I need to time to get to know myself more and figure out what I’m doing. No one seems to care about me as much as I care about them and I may be over reacting because I’m upset right now but whatever. I care too much and I get really really attached to people. Fuck. Whatever. Goodnight.